Apr 21, 2009

I'm Engaged!!!


HAHAHA


K so...... To fill y'all in on the DRAMA! I didn't' think it was too bad and i thought it was getting better but after last night i found out that I was only at the "tip of the Ice Burger"! This is all so ridiculous!



K so the guys i play Volleyball with every Monday and Thursday there is Po, Brian, Cheif, and Swander....i met them all through Brian. Brian and i met when i worked at Quilted Bear, he liked a girl i worked with that was engaged to someone else and he would txt me and try to know more about her and ended up likin me so we dated and hung out ALL the time ( this was about 2 maybe 3 years ago) i thought everything was goin great then he got weird and "needed space"...so i didnt talk to him and then after that he randomly would pop up and wanna hang out then dissapere again.....about a month ago he invited me to come play volleyball with him and all of his friends. We all got along great untill everyone found out that Po had a crush on me and Brian got weird again and wouldnt talk to me when we would play or hang out. i finally just asked him if i did something wrong to make him not wanna talk to me. He told me that he and Po had had drama over them both liking a girl before so he was just gonna ignore me and i thought that was bull crap cuz i still have feelings for Brian and dont know Po at all!



I knew Po liked me so i let him take me out for dinner once and told him i didn't want anythin serious just a friendship and he was okay with that but i guess was jealous of Brian and what we had and been trhough and how close we were that he wanted to make up stories that he and i were ENGAGED! but that I was still going on long drives with Brian! like some "tramp" oh and it all started with me liking both of them and not being able to decide who i liked so i was with both of them creating a "love triangle"! uggh! im soo soo sick of all of this!! Please help if you have any suggestions! Cuz I have no idea what to do!

PS Im meeting up with Pete tomorrow! im excited but kinda worried about what i need to talk to him a bout i might chicken out and not say anything...i just want my husband to find me and say im the one you are looking for and we need to get married and just have it all work out with NO drama or guessing games or any of that crap!

Tomorrow is the BIG day!


Well tomorrow at 11:30 we are going to drop my BEST friend off at the MTC! I am soo sad to see him go! He doesn't seem old enough to go! Pretty sure im gonna cry my eyes out like a baby! No matter how i try not to its gonna happen!
He is the best little brother anyone could ask for!
He will be an AMAZING missionary!
I'm so proud of him and the decisions he has made in his life to lead up to this point! I'm Excited to hear of all the fun adventures he will face in the next 2 years!
He will grow and learn SOOO much!
Love ya little bro!

Apr 20, 2009

17 Again

I went and saw this movie on Saturday night with some friends and i LOVED it! It was funny and sad at parts and there was some really nice eye candy!

Call me crazy but i think Zac Efron is sooo good lookin in this movie!! mmmmm!

Apr 18, 2009

UUGGH!


I am soo sick of DRAMA! How come people are soo worried about themselves and and have to run their mouth and cause all of this nonsense, Or have to assume things and make me feel like crap?
Can't we all just get along?
All I want to do is make friends!
That's all I can handle right now...

Apr 6, 2009

Sunday!!



I loved conference! These men and women of God always have the spirit of guidance and comfort! I have been in this church all my life. I am still amazed and humbled by the fact that the messages will enlighten and lift me in new ways, here are some of my favorite quotes from their talks!

"Though the storm clouds may gather, though the rains may pour down upon us, our knowledge of the gospel and our love of our Heavenly Father and our Savior will comfort and sustain us,"

"There will be nothing in this world that can defeat us. My beloved brothers and sisters, fear not. Be of good cheer. The future is as bright as your faith."
-President Thomas S Monson

"In the world today we face difficulties and challenges, some of which can seem truly daunting. However, with God on our side we cannot fail,"